This is it.

Ok. This is it.

Today and tomorrow are sure my hell days. French is annoying ~.~.

A part of mine wants to fail so that I could do again and would have a more solid knowledge. But the other part shouts for rejection. I dun know. Maybe that part doesn't want me to waste more money on redoing the unit. But if not, would I be ok with French 4 next semester?

I've been in a shocked state throughout this semester. French 2 and 3 are totally different and I have a feeling that they've pushed it through too fast. Come on, we're only intermediate 1, how could you speak that fast while we didn't even have a chance to practice listening last year? It's just like a whole total different experience. And I was shocked.

Anyway, today is the final grammar test, then tomorrow is the speaking test. I just wanna do my best today and tomorrow and wait for the results coming up. I don't want to stress myself out anymore. Whatever results they are, I will have to cope it myself. I'm 20 this year, so I'm gonna be responsible for my actions today and future tomorrow. No matter what.